urgh just keeps getting worse. This morning M (who has been my best friend for 15 years and I live in her and her husbands house with them) had a big go at me how I need to try harder since I am living here rent free (didn’t think it was the place to tell her so is she since her mother-in-law currently pays the morgage) and how I need to do more around the house. Apparently doing the vacuming, washing the floor, packing and unpacking the dishwasher and offering to do their washing and ironing isn’t enough. I now also need to take out the bathroom garbage even though I don’t even use that bin. Then to top it off told me I need to try harder in finding a job instead of watching tv all day ( I don’t even watch tv during the day, I spend all my time on job sites applying for jobs). I asked her if she wanted me to leave and she said no but I needed to try harder but when I asked her what she wanted me to do, she said she didn’t want to make a list right now. Have decided if I can’t get a job in the next few weeks I am going to go back home to Oz, it’s just not worth it.